Love (?)

ohh! what am I really feeling?!

I hate what I feel but I like what I see..
is this a right time to stand away,and see the future?
thank you so muchh.. for coming
thanks again.. for this thing that you bought it for me
and the last time.. thank you for being so nice,even we've just met
I think your nothing,only a person thats living in a same world as mine,
but after all those things happend..
I think like there's some kind of power that switch me back on,
like a rotten doll,that turns into a one of a kind precious thing that lives here..
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today is so much funn!
today is "SatMare" night! (haha,as we called that so)
well... 7 peoples come.. and those 7 people,that I will invited to my birthday..
and thanks to all that come..
even theres only a few people that come,it feel's like
it was so crowded,because all the people that come
was the funny people,that makes everybody laugh...
we all play pool,watch tv,swimmm,than we watch dvd...
at 7pm of my friend go home,to their own house..
at about 8pmne of my friend have to go home,
and for the last.. at 9pm theres only left the two of my friend,
well..their a boy..but we keep on watching tv after we watch "superhero movie"
at 9 past 5..they all have to go baack to their home,so than I stay awake until 12 pm..
haha,today was very fun