freak

today... today's date was 20..
and as I remembered it was my date of being "his" gf,
but today is not a very special day,I think he doesnt care about these such thing,anymore..
but I had a really quite fun day with my fellows,
they all give me congrats,even they didnt know who's my bf now...
well...luckily I've been happy enough playing and making some plan at my house..
so..the plan is tomorrow me ad my bff are going to make a party,
which is only to ave fun..
no offence..we planned this from the past 2 days..
but even Im having a lot fun with my bestfriends...my heart still dissapointed,
I cant believe what I really think about him,
I thought that he was the one that I really can rely on,
but suddenly he broke my trust,that I gave it to him!

but I think for it for the second time,
is it my fault? can you tell me what Ive done that makes you mad?
Im through it... are you ending it?
aaaaaarrrhhh! its confusing me,I CANT STOP THINKING OF IT!
Im happy but my feelings doesnt include what I feel inside my heart,
even we're apart,I will never forget you,
but Im so so so seriously SORRY forwhat Ive done,that makes you do this to me...

but all these is not a MUCH more important right now,
cause' I do have my friends,
this night Im going o sleep over at Luna's house,
its funn!
thank you guys,my best friend..
thx for having my back and fo keeping me happy!
love you guyss! God Bless You