Damn,crash flashback

Oh God..

did he ever felt the same way as the way I feel now?

did He seriously in love with me?

did He ment to be with me?

Is He the one that I can count on?

did He going to leave me?

did he care's about me and my feelings?

God,Oh God..

if just He was ment to be with me,please let him stay with me,

If he was just a dream ,a fairytale,dont let me wake up,

If he really are ment to be with me,I appreciate...

but all this... its only a dream come true for a little while

God,its only this one thing that I just cant ignore,

something that I cant have twice...

something that I really proud of.

but all this DAMN thing just blew it away!

to be honest..

Its the first time I feel hurt..

the second time I felt in love,

this is the way I feel..

never in this world that I love more...

but 1 thing and only 2 way to prove it

you can do anything,but dont forget about me,like I said

you can 4get my words,4get my letters,

but dont forget about the one that send does things!

I wrote all these things because flashback,I really missed you