y know what,i have to tell the truth,
that my life-sucks when you go,
i tried my hard as i hurt myself,with being not-myself
i tried to forget about the past,i tried to do anything to forget it..
but now,suddenly,theres someone that told me,he loves me,
and I see from all of he's word.. he did tell me,but once I dont trust him
last time,
He said so.. he ask me if I want to be his "gf",but i ignore it..
than now,in the past Wednesday,He ask me that question again...
and from that I know that He really likes me




but whatever God plan is,
I know what I will answer,I know,start from today,
I have to turn back to my own life,
I wanna be myself again,im gonna' let the past fade away,
I want to clear my life,I need something that can change me,