is true?or is it only a word?

you.... you once are my everything,
you once are a part of my life...
you once make me feels like I dont need anything but you..
but...
you ONCE hurt me with all those break up words,
and I doesnt want to have that words breaking my tears 4 the second time

you said that you can keep me as a precious thing,
you said Im the only that makes your life easier...
but suddenly,you break me apart,
you make my tears fall from my eyes,
but now,you are begging me to come back to you
and start all of it again..
im confuse,with all your feelings all this time..
you said,that you really care for me..you said you like me because
Im good to you...is it truee??

theres only two answer..
rather its yes,or no..
if I answer yes,Im afraid of you letting me down again,
but if I say no..Im afraid if I will love you back when you didnt
what answer could I choose? that makes me feel free...
is it yes or no??