between 2 diffrent ANSWER

Im so confuse.... i have lots of questions all around my head
this morning when I swim,I just put myy head under water for a few second,
and all that i think is only YOU, Im being in between 2 things
and 2 answer, and I really need to know what your answer was

than today,even Im still confuse with your answer,I think you say "NO"

I know you didnt say that,but what my mind think is... you are giving me up

Im so so so frustated.... I wish everything was gone,out of my mind,and all is left was you,my bestest friend,and my family
I still want you to be in my mind coz' I still love you! you are like.. the best!

but I wish... We would never be apart
*AMIN*